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February 7th, 2009

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HIATUS
Sorry folks but my computer crapped out. This situation is being remedied ASAP.
Any inquiries can be sent to kelly.ofmontreal@gmail.com

December 16th, 2008

Branding Week 1

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Getting the branding REALLY sucked. Done via sautering iron, by Dan of Eternal Body Art.
Scrubbing with toothbrush done in the shower, no other forms of irritants.
Plan to go back later, probably when these are healing better, for further work.

Placing images under a cut, so that you don't have to see it if you don't want to.

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December 8th, 2008

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November 14th, 2008

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Friday: Date with Laura, hang out with Alex.
Saturday: Work, 9-4. Post office run. Dread install
Sunday: Free day! Possible date with Dan.
 
 
3 more dreads left to the kit. It's 8:30, I can do it, haha. I feel like I didn't do an amazing job with these dreads, and I've been beating myself over it so much today. I feel like this was my opportunity to create something absolutely amazing, and I just created something mediocre. Or when she gets them, she will be like "ANNloses' dreads aren't as great as I thought they would be." I really need to stop beating myself up over this, because it's done.

I've been watching a few documentaries tonight, and I really need to decide what I am going to do with my life, that will allow me the modifications that I want. Self-employment is a great idea, but I don't know if I have the discipline for that. I am going to have to seriously take a step back and think about where I am going with my life.

October 29th, 2008

Kellye's Curly DEs

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26ct long curly double enders in Baby Pink and Snow White, featuring solids, blends, and transitionals of each.








 

October 21st, 2008

Sammi's Rush Order

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20 medium length DEs in black, and Buyhair's Silver and Turquoise.




 

Nadia's Burgundy Kit

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40ct medium double enders in Black Wine, Red Wine, Burgundy, Tomato Red, Deep Cherry, and #22.






 

October 1st, 2008

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I'M IN THE PARKING LOT LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE HOMELESS SHELTER LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE DAYCARE LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M AT THE BUS STOP LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M ON CRAIGSLIST LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE PASSENGER SEAT LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE ABYSS LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN RELIGION CLASS LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE LAUNDROMAT LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE PTSA MEETING LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN GOODWILL LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE PRESCRIPTION PICKUP WINDOW LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE OIL REFINERY LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE EMOTICONS LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE EMERGENCY ROOM LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!
I'M IN THE VETS OFFICE LOOKING FOR A BADD BITCH!

September 23rd, 2008

Toni's Wig

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Long wig with sideswept bangs. Black base with Neon Magenta accents.
I actually got away with using a smaller amount of dreads on this wig because the dreads were so chunky! This wig also features candycanes, which is a feature that I don't offer anymore. But these were fun and I've figured out a way to make them tidier than the last time I made them, so I might just make them more often now.



September 18th, 2008

Helen's Natural SEs

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60ct medium and short single enders in various natural shades.



Bunny's Curly falls

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34ct long curly DE falls in various Buyhair colors.
This was the most problematic set I've ever had to make, I really don't like to use Buyhair.

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30ct long double enders for a swap for roving.

 
30ct short single enders including blends and dipped transitionals of Cobalt Blue, Navy Blue, and Neon Magenta.




 
25ct short blended camouflaged chunky DEs.



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September 2nd, 2008

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August 30th, 2008

35-ct short SEs in Orange and Neon Magenta blended with Neon Violet.
By blending in the Neon Violet, it made the color more magenta, and less neon pink. I love this shade.







August 23rd, 2008

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 punx808 (3:02:02 AM): I never even got the chance to go out with you and I practically love you


Well, I have a date with Jimmy. Goodnight!

July 29th, 2008

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ultimate human upgrade

 

He broke up with me last night, and I've been an on-and-off emotional wreck. Today's my mother's birthday, and she was comforting me more than I wanted her to. She's giving me some speculations that I'm not sure are true. Some of them I don't want to believe. He and I had a perfect relationship, but two nights ago he told me he no longer felt a spark between us. Everyone told me that I'm the sparkalicious one, and it's his fault for not providing his end of the spark. To this, I agree. I'm so disappointed, hurt, and insulted that he's letting me go, to figure himself out. I'm so offended that he lost interest in me. Again, I feel like I'm not good enough for him. I love him still. I love my Puppy, but he isn't my Puppy anymore. He's someone else. He broke up with me because he said that although our relationship is salvageable, he doesn't want me to wait on him. Especially because there's a huge chance that he might not fall for me again.

I love him so much, but I don't know him anymore. This is all his fault and I don't know what to do or say to him anymore. He wants to go see a movie on Friday but I'm not sure if I want to go. I could, to see if I can handle being around him without wanting more than a friendship from him. As every day and minute goes by, I'm detaching myself more and more emotionally from him. I don't want to love him anymore. I want to protect myself. To everyone I've talked to about this, I say "I'm still a pimp." I'm right. I'm still going to remain strong. I'm still going to be myself. I won't allow him to make me feel less than I know myself to be.

We've had so many good times. It breaks my heart to know that I'll never hear him tell me he loves me again. I'll never hold his hand again. I'll never make him feel completely amazed by me again. There's such an emptiness in me.

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